Send Me Away

Dear Lord, Do You love it when I cry? Do You find it funny when I'm lying on the floor wishing I could die? Do You even pay attention when I pray every night? How many more back-stabbings do you think I can take? How many more heart-breaks do you think I can take? I...

Tired Soul

Ever wake up with zero motivation and no desire to live. When nothing makes you happy and your only desire is to leave. So you contemplate taking your own life wondering if it’s something you can achieve. But the Christian in you stops you coz you aren’t too sure if suicide is something God can...

Home alone, but I’m not alone in this house.

I remember when we first met. I didn't know what you were or what you meant. At first, I thought you were harmless like a pet. Until you took off your mask and I realized you looked like death. I never invited you in but you moved into my house. You hijacked every positive thought...

(dis)Order for one

During my creation, this is how the conversation must have went.Give him talent but not too much give him about 80 percent.Give him skills to solve logical problems but not enough to solve the chaos in his head.Lastly give him anxiety, sprinkle a lil bit of OCD and make him feel so depressed. On second...

The water under a burning bridge

They say If you aren't good looking then you better be rich. And if you aren't either one, then you might as well jump off a bridge. So I find the tallest bridge & at the very top I sit. But I'm not alone up here. There's a million troubled souls that I see.

3… 2… 1…

Ever feel like your time is running out & your body is giving in?Like your life is being sucked out of you & something else is creeping in.Ever feel like you have things you need to do before it's your time to leave?Which is why you're always working and never taking the time to breathe....

Exit… Left

It all started at age 3,Dad said no and left.Then Mom moved me to my grandparent's house,She didn't say no, but it felt like she left.At 17,We all had to grow, so my best friend of 10 years... he left.Fell in love in my early 20s,But eventually she left.Made a new best friend at 24,But...

Note to self

Don’t ever think that the love you give will ever be reciprocated.You were only put on this earth to help the needy and the devastated.I know it’s devastating to give and never receive coz it makes you feel unappreciated.But this is your role, so play it well until the day your life is terminated.

“I’m okay”

I Never Asked For This (Part II)

I never asked for this, but you discriminated me as if it were my fault.You treat me differently as if being born different is something that I chose.I just wanted to be the Apple of your eye like an iPhone.But because I am different you make me feel like I'm an eyesore. I never asked...